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ASSALAMU ALAIKUM

I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST. IAM 25 YEARS OLD IN I HAV NO CHILDREN DUE TO MEDICAL REASONS I LUV KIDS WITH ALL MY HEART THEY MEAN THE WORLD 2 ME MY FRIENDS N FAMILY ALWAYS TELL ME IAM THE MOTHER OF ALL MOTHERS I HAV A 10 YR OLD STEP DAUGHTER N A 2 YR OLD STEP SON MY HEART IS STARTIN TO SHATTER BCUZ ONE ITS LIKE EVERY TIME I COME CLOSE TO HAVIN FULL RIGHTS OVER A CHILD SOME THING OR SOMEONE STANDS IN THE WAY WE PRAY ALL THE TIME AND MAKE DUA N MY ZAWJ ALWAYS TELL ME BAY ITS GOING HAPPENED WE JUST HAV 2 BE PATIENCE AND MASHALLA I KNOW BUT ITS SO HARD I REALLY HAV IT BAD AND I DONT THINK HE TRULY UNDERSTAND WHERE IAM COMIN FROM BCUZ HE ALREADY IS A ABU I HAV EVEN CONSIDER A SURROGATE BUT NOT JUST ANY ONE SO MAYBE A MUSLIMAH OUT THERE HAVE CONSIDER EVEN BEING ONE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO ITS NOT THAT IAM BEING INPATIENT I JUST FEEL LIKE IAM GETTING OLDER N THEN WITH ALL THIS BABIES HAVIN BABIES ITS CRAZY I ALWAYS SAY THE ONES WHO DONT NEED THEM KEEP HAVIN THEM N THE ONES WHO WANT THEM CANT OR HAV TROUBLE HAVIN THEM SOMETIMES I FEEL USELESS TO THE MUSLIM COMMUNITY BECAUSE I CANT HELP RAISED A MUSLIM CHILD IN IT  SO JUST LOOKIN FOR A LITTLE ADVICE OR MAYBE A SOLUTION

THNKS FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT TO READ MY ISSUE     

 LUV 4 THE SAKE OF ALLAH

As salaam wa alakium. In sha allah things will come your way. it take time but like you said being patient is taking to long. And your zawj wont understand because like you said he is already a abu. But he want to understand because he need to be there for you and help you get through this. Ma sha allah its coming. Only allah knows best

"Peace be unto you and so may the mercy of Allah and His blessings".  awww  sis, my heart goes out to you...but my sis, you're just 25, please, please be patient sis...maybe Allah (SWT) is just testing you. Hold fast to your dream and i know, but, KEEP making dua! Allah loves those who are steadfast eh? ;0) Have faith uhkti and if it never happens...Allah knows best...sometimes we plan things in life, but Allah is The Best Planner. At one point in life, i thought i was sterile and now, Alhamdulillah! i have two! i never imagined i would have a son sis....masha'Allah, i have a beautiful 3 year old boy. it may just not be the right time for you. keep at it love...it'll happen, insha'Allah. i love you for the sake of Allah. =0)

salaams its true Allah Knows what is best for us and  when it is for us a friend of mine had been married for some years and wanted  a baby so badly but could not conceive then her brothers wife died suddenly and she ended up adopting her niece and nephew. About three years later she had her own son she is so happy she had the time and energy when her the kids needed her. And now she is happy to be with her little family. As always Allah knew what was best for her. You have my duas and may Allah give you r hearts desire if it is good for you ameen love for the sake of Allah!